What is this feeling in my chest?

One which hurts and throb when you’re not around,

One which pounds and respond to your presence..

Is this what you call love?

When you’re not with me,

Loneliness engulfs and expands, leaving a gapping hole.

And when you’re here,

Happiness surrounds and fills, covering up the huge empty hole.

Thoughts never seem to drift far from you,

Every second and moment spent with you is deeply cherished.

Tried giving you wings, but the thought that you would never come back is terrifying.

Confiscated the wings, but guilt manifested in place.

How do i keep you close without ever restraining you?

How can i give you freedom without hurting myself?

Can say i’m selfish and narcissistic, but i still want you..

The you who wouldn’t bear to leave me alone,

The you who cares about me with all your heart,

The you who would listen to me even if it takes all night,

The you who always places me first.

Thank you, darling.

HAPPY 7TH MONTH~ ❤

(celebrated earlier due to a certain situation ;) )

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